see this picture below :
this is what we call as 'tracing process'. this is for the beloved ART105 assignment. after finished class, i ran away to room, to chase after the sunlight, just for tracing! =______________=". too bad, i just can trace some. then, when i heard nisa back from class, i ran to get her & nel, excitedly told them that i got the sunlight, nisa respond:
"lah, buat susah je. just using CARBON paper je lah"
=.=". okeyh mr bad, u got me! *why i'm so naive to follow his way*
today, i'm sooo UNLUCKY . since yesterday act. let's see what happened to me, the comot girl :'(
- i went to the kedai that located near to 7e TWICE yesterday. and by JALAN KAKI! it's i accidentally left my pendrive there. i almost cried. in my head thought "baik jalan kaki balik BANGI!". umiiii :'(
- i woke up late today! because i got nightmare, about sum1 i hate :'( fortunately ain wake me up, or.. i might be missed MPW class
- this is the worst: i fell kiss the floor at the SAO concourse! i was walking and talking to nisa zaki that time.
- i accidentally made nisa zaki handphone fell to the floor, and all her-saved-lecture-for-35mins gone! :( nisa, i'm truly very sorry. you should stay away from me :'(
- i left handphone in the room. and it was damn important that time, since i had to contact mr bf since he came today. yes, i might call him by using other's hp. but.... :( i forgot my own bf number! and none of my friend keep his num, except nana, but she slept till noon =.=" *iqbal, i'm not a good gf uh?*
- almost hit many people at dining hall =_=". iqbal keep warning me, don't hit others.
so, i was so moody today. till 'buat muke' in front of iqbal, without thinking how difficult he got himself to INTI, just to see me. after 45 mins, barulah i smiled back. and after he back to malacca (about 2hours later), i just realized, i should appreciate his effort. to cover my mistakes, i gave an excuse 'my brain is loading to realise that i should be grateful'. :(
anyone! can you give some lucks to me, please?
"don't stop, make it pop, DJ blown my speakers up.
tonight, i'll fight till we see the sunlight"
*obviously it is my favorite song <3
go through the weeks:
- chem quiz & calculus test. pray the best for cal :'(.
- giant- last tuesday the floormates went to giant for shopping. and luckily we got transport ! thanks 'daddy'.
- like usually: watch movie with the floormates. this time, we watched "unborn". it is the thriller movie. and plus i watched "couples retreat" (k. announcement: i have the cd's! if u wanna borrow, come and see me)
- BOUGHT A NEW SHOES! loveee it lalala~
this, the red-guy choose kan :P
then, here the red guy
- oh i forgot! all my floormates went to AUP party on thursday. it was great, but.. (depends on individuals to judge it). but still, it's wrong.
- then, the best thru this week:
we highlights the hair using INAI !
and do u know? it doesn't work at all =_________________= haha
p/s-i am NOT fun anymore :( kan?
-rudy, mls la nak buat tagggg!
Labels: crazyness ^_^, hangout time ;), love2 + friend ;pP
setiap kali nak buat anjakan paradigma,
ke arah lebih baik & islamik,
mesti ade je halangan.
& halangan itu adalah bende yang same untuk kali kedua =.=" bukan salah awak, mungkin saya pencetusnya.
& halangan itu tak mungkin dapat di 'get rid' kan. i really wanna join the kak ami's group every thursday (tak pyh la mention group ape, nnt ckp riak pulak :), tapi mcmane dengan swimming class? dan belajar swimming itu memang telah wujud sejak kecil. maka, tak boleh toleransi, lagipun dah bayar.
& halangan yang membuatkan tindakan menopoli keinginan hati.
p/s-ye, i know what you were thinking.
tak suke nak emo kt blog. sebab nnt ade orang bace dan terase.
tp diary dh takde. it's already vanished completely this year :'(
bile rase sangat marah, terpakse tahan kemarahan yang membuak-buak dalam hati, masih lagi pakse diri untuk senyum.
bile rase amat sedih, pakse diri buat muke cool, buat-buat bercakap dengan tenang, padahal hati dah menangis banjir.
bile rase gile tensyen, kena kuatkan semangat, ingat kembali azam yang pernah berkobar-kobar satu ketika dahulu.
(sabar qila, sabar)
tapi bile semuanya tak dapat dibendung lagi?
lari jauh-jauh. masuk dalam kotak. pasang lagu kuat-kuat sampai tak boleh dengar bunyi lain.
peluk teddy bear. keluarkan semua air mata puas-puas.
paling penting: pastikan takde sape yang dapat lihat.
rindu tahu tak :'(
dah lame tak lompat-lompat gembira mcm kt sekolah :(
wpun penuh unreasonable rules, tp kegembiraan masih lg terase.
(rindu nak nanges kat riba almaz bile sedih.
rindu nak dengar malya & azwa bebel bila merapu tah ape2.
rindu nak peluk pingu & puteri.)
tapi sekarang dan sini? bile semua orang bertindak mcm orang dewasa....
penat yang dirase dalam hati ni maken lame maken tenat.
p/s-kau takkan faham ape yang aku rase.
leave me now. thanks
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