just for:mazu,poot & atma

-outsider: pls blahhh-

when u go,i miss u so

" we may replace the thing we had lost by others,but it will NEVER be the same "

dear my besties, 1st of all, i am really sorry cuz aint tell what was going on ystrday its not cuz i want 2 isolate u all.how come i can do dat since u all is my heart?

i just do what i want,what i think i have too

i tell u:its DAMNLY complicated. girls.we have been 2gether for years.u knoe me very well right. i cant explain it till u may put urself in my shoes its aint easy 2 going through this things,even its already ab8 8 months. its not aint easy 2 carry on,i mybe smile even my heart cry its not i dun try 2 leave it,u knoe how much i struggle 2 wake up myself after i lost half of my life its not i never give opportunity 2 others n myself 2 have a new life. the fact is: i am a new aqilah,change 2 sum1 dat i also cant understand myself anymore.

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to my cikgu.i'm glad cuz u promise u'll stand beside me as long as i cant stand still alone. even i know there is no turning back. even i knoe we can never have the things we lost once. even it hurts.even its killing me inside. __________________________________________

girls. if u understand me,pls stand n stay beside me if u r not,just leave me.

with tears, -mona's-