thats it

i take that. IF it will work out as planned. but how if it doesn't? IF i could see u now but why i can't even say hye? IF thats the only way for us should i feel so upset n lost? IF thats the only time left ist we will be given chances anymore? i reject this IF i'm standing beside toooo white man so i look so BLACK even i'm not that black? IF this is mine n friends problem why the others so 'baik hati sangat2' to care too much? IF i'm an elastic rubber, ist not posible for me to be over-strecth one day?

p/s-rasa ingin menangis dlm hati.

should i cry?or just try to be cool

(even i'm NOT that cool)