when the stars are not shining anymore.

once. at school, we studied, we laughed, we enjoyed.

we excel, we were the bright stars among the others.

everything seems so smooth and fun.

everytime after the test, we went out from the hall, we smiled.

we know we already did the best.

we convinced we can strive what we've target.

but now?

i feel so insecure. i feel like i already be the loser backseater. no more smiles after the test. no more confidence in myself. just tears and regret comes along with the soul. i always wondering, what happen to me? i'm not the bright star anymore.

okey fine.

i screwed up my calculus test

it is not i don't study. i did. it just.. uh, my brain can't work for it? it just my fate, i'm the unlucky one? careless mistake? the truth is hurt, but the feeling inside my heart is more painful. i want to be a bright star again, i always want to be the shining star.

p.s- i saw some of my fellow friends also face the same prob. what happen to us, friends? the university life is tough, or we are the one who walk to the back without conscious?