be bold.

we make mistakes in life. asking for forgiveness for our wrongdoings from people is hard, but to forgive ourselves is much harder actually. most of people regret with what they have done. me too, at least when I was younger. looking back trough my life, I should admit I've done so many silly and stupid mistakes and decision in my life. & yes, I used to complain and brag about it. but this time, this moment, not anymore.

today i realize something valuable in my life. i should learn to forgive people and learn to forgive myself :)
be bold. do mistake and learn from it. don't regret. like what auntie M used to say "adelah hikmahnya tu". everything happens for a reason. for us to learn and not to do the same mistake again in the future.

honestly i did a very troublesome mistake recently :(
and it was unexpected. i kept thinking about it, until one moment (on the way to minnesotta trip), i feel like i should forgive myself first and alhamdulillah now i'm over it >:)

 "you know you've grown up when you have courage to do something that you never thought you're actually capable to do it"

and with this, i wish

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH EVERYONE!

may Allah bless us. may God lead us to the right pathway.

may we become a better person as the time pass by 

ps-touched w/ the loved one today :')