#tak semua orang dapat second chance.
#it's easier to say 'i'm done here' than to take the responsibility.
#it's easier to blame people, give stupid reason rather than admit our mistakes and try to make things right
#some parts in life, there is nothing can heal them. (even time)
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last few days, i read an article.
difference between ujian & azab.
"ujian is a musibah that God give us because He loves us"
"azab is a musibah that God give us because He is angry with us"
source: here
after reading this, i stared at the ceiling and started to think. so, my life right now, is't ujian or azab?
aku bukan lah baik sangat, bertimbun kot dosa :'( kalau cakap psl mistakes in the past, they are killing me fiercely every time i think about it :3
here comes the lowest point in my life, where i feel i have no one to lend to exc Him. this is the time for me to reflect back all my mistakes and
i dont care if you think i'm weak or silly, but at least i try very very hard to make everything's right.
i dont care if people think i'm such a mess now, but at least i know God knows what i have to face now.
i dont care if it takes thousand liter of tears as long as everything will be alright later in the future.
emotional much?
no matter how strong a woman is, there is always a time where she will break into pieces.
and here i am. penat jadi kuat penat jadi ego penat jadi besi.
don't talk about being patient here.
kalau tak cukup iman, tak cukup sabar, dah lama aku pergi terjun tasik sebelah MU tu. serious.
ps/-friends, i wont write about 'logam' thingy, because obviously i'm not the one..yet :|
bye. nak cari crayon