pangkor )':

after ym-ing with jason, he finally said the trip is postponed. or, should i said it is actually batal?

:'( sedih sedih sedih.

pelik tengok saya sedih? okey fine.

jom dengar satu bende.

"saya nur aqilah bt hazian membuat pengakuan bahawa saya tak pernah menjejakkan kaki ke pangkor."

nak cakap saya "lame"? takpe. cakaplah. nak buat mcmane? mak saya tak suke air masin.

saya tak emo. saya tak marah. lagipun kesian tengok jason. penat-penat dia usahakan. smpai pergi pangkor sorang2 last week untuk uruskan accommodation . last-last tak jadik :(

tapi, saya sedih.

nak tahu? saya dah buat preparation. semangat gile lah nak pergi. saya dah buat preparation:

• i bought a new camera. using my OWN money. just for pangkor.
• baked beans? what to do? meh sumbat kat mulut syahidatul!
• topi tahan matahari. excited je time beli kat melaka. (nasib baik ade dlm bonet kereta iqbal, kalau tak mau saya campak )
• goggle. (haha, fine ini mmg dah ade act).
• swimming suit, that can be used for snorkeling and diving.
• very excited everytime swimming class.

lagi best,bile nelisa ameera telah membeli sun block jenama Sun Play SPY 130: the highest SPF, so we girls won't get burned. and trust me, sunblock is really expensive. even banana boat yang biase2 tu pon dah berape.

at first rase sedih tahap 50% je.

SUDDENLY..

i just got that invitation. =.=" sooo mean! i mean, well my batchmates are not mean. they accidentally choose the same place, same date but too bad, just ONLY for guys.

tahap sedih naik kepada 70%

and, iqbal just told me that there is another trip (by his colleagues) that i know i can't go since i already called my mom and decided to go to hand-craft fair.

okey. tahap kesedihan melambung kepada 80%.

sedih. kecewa. geram. lapar.

p.s-sape rase saya over ngade-ngade, jangan komen.

saya tahu saya 'pelik' sikit malam ni.

kalau taknak kena makan, jangan carik pasal.